As soon as I saw this picture I knew I HAD to use it. I really miss the Thomas the Train days. I miss them being little so much. I miss them wanting to spend time with me. I'm trying so hard to savour all the last little minutes I have with them here all under one roof - but it's so hard!! Teenagers can be asshats!!
I started day one with so much determination and now it's day three and I feel like I have fallen so far off track already! I NEED to lose weight. I am closing in on a number I never even thought possible for me. It's gross.
But I'm also so tired. I don't know why. They say my iron is low. I'm not taking my medication regularly. I know this ins on me. But I'm literally sitting at my desk right now typing this with my eyes closed because I'm so tired my eyes are burning. I told Kiefer every day after school we were going to go for a walk and I feel so tired right now I just can't bring myself to do it! I need to. I'm going to force myself to. The only way I'm ever going to get out of this funk is to do the things I don't want to do.
The only thing to do when you fall off track is get back on the damn track.
Okay going for a walk now.
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